I can no longer write about thoughts, ideas, and feelings on my blog. That means I probably won't write as much, and when I do it will basically be a laundry list of the day's events. Meanwhile, my thoughts, ideas, and feelings will stay trapped in my head, which will leave me to think about them much more than i need to, and I will probably say even more random/dumb things because I won't be focusing on what I'm saying. I'll have no outlet, and eventually I might become an angry, resentful person. This is because people tend to misinterpret what I write. I don't even know how... sometimes I go back to re-read entries to see if I'm subconsciously sending out negative messages or warnings, but nothing sounds all that bad to me. I will say, for the record, that I say many positive things about my parents because I love them and know they have made a lot of sacrifices for me. One paragraph written out of disappointment does not undo that. My family means the world to me. However, I am still young enough to find myself feeling selfish sometimes. I also think very differently than my family does a lot of the time. This leads to occasional disappointments, but that is very definitely overpowered by all of the wonderful things my parents do for me. I am incredibly lucky, and please don't insult me by claiming that I don't appreciate them. I do.

In an update, I got the $800 charge for testing out of grammar straightened out.