The weather has been perfect for a good, thought-clearing walk and/or run in the bluffs or around the lake. I could definitely use it. Unfortunately, I don't have time. The only reason I have time to write this right now is because I just got done with dinner and have 20 minutes until senate.

I have a lot I need to get done. After finally finishing my feature for the daily, I literally sat starting at my bulletin board thinking for 45 minutes. No exaggeration. I was a few minutes late for the TRBD meeting because of it. That is the absolute lamest reason for being late to something, especially considering I'm a co-chair. I feel terrible and irresponsible for that.

Sometimes I really want to just ignore my responsibilities and go clear my head. It is entirely unfair that the only people who have enough time to do that don't even need it.

I think I'm going to save my art homework for last and paint for myself once I finish. I need to do something...

How is it possible to feel so many contradictory emotions at the same time?